Post by goatface on Jan 9, 2007 0:45:11 GMT -6
Yeah so I missed school today and long story, anyways I got hit hard with emotional crap and I'm a perfectionist... at least until i snap and so I snapped and school took the blunt end of my falter. I'll prolly get a B now and break my straight A's. crap I'm going psycho cause I'm putting myself through this cuz of the chance of me getting a B?? Oh well lol, enough of the song history, here's what i wrote. Oh yeah and the beginning part is about someone I miss. (I know the structure's off balance, I did that on purpose)
Perfection's demise
While my life is running out
I know you can’t see
To know of such a love
I feel my disease
Is there no end to this sorrow
How long must I mourn
To see the face of my joy
To hold the one I adore
This curtain blocks
And still I shudder
God why does my heart lie to me
A glimpse of hope
Amongst the silence
Father what do you want me to be
What is a man
That you should care for him
And give him mind
What is the point of
Making one step without You
I drown inside
I drown inside
Unyielding tender embrace
The taste of my guilt
As one is damned to this fate
Plunged in this sea of filth
Descend my body
Think back on times forgot
Be still my child
Look what my deeds have wrought
Perfection’s purest intent
Turned to sweet mockery
Ephemeral atonement
When shall I be set free
This curtain blocks
And still I shudder
God why does my heart lie to me
A glimpse of hope
Amongst the silence
Father what do you want me to be
What is a man
Amongst this plaguing torment
These shadows won’t be denied
I hold this anxiety
For empty solace
Why won’t you die
Why won’t you
Die
I know you can’t see
To know of such a love
I feel my disease
Is there no end to this sorrow
How long must I mourn
To see the face of my joy
To hold the one I adore
This curtain blocks
And still I shudder
God why does my heart lie to me
A glimpse of hope
Amongst the silence
Father what do you want me to be
What is a man
That you should care for him
And give him mind
What is the point of
Making one step without You
I drown inside
I drown inside
Unyielding tender embrace
The taste of my guilt
As one is damned to this fate
Plunged in this sea of filth
Descend my body
Think back on times forgot
Be still my child
Look what my deeds have wrought
Perfection’s purest intent
Turned to sweet mockery
Ephemeral atonement
When shall I be set free
This curtain blocks
And still I shudder
God why does my heart lie to me
A glimpse of hope
Amongst the silence
Father what do you want me to be
What is a man
Amongst this plaguing torment
These shadows won’t be denied
I hold this anxiety
For empty solace
Why won’t you die
Why won’t you
Die